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Chapter 105: Sebastian
Sebastian
James asks for additional feedback from the others.
“I agree with Tyler, Noah. I think if your situation had been the same as Dane’s, you would have stepped up too. Tyler’s right, you have a big heart, you care about others, and you want to do the right thing. Those are all important traits of a great Alpha. You’ve already set aside your own grief to help run your pack and keep them going. So yeah, you’d have taken care of your siblings, just like Dane did for me.”
“Thanks, Christina,” he says, obviously choked up by her words.
“I’m proud of you, Noah. I know you’ve been dreading today, but you did very well. You were honest and true to yourself, just like you wanted to be,” Jo says to him.
“I won’t say it was easy, but I feel… lighter having talked about it. Does that make sense?”
“Yes,” Christina and Liam say. Tyler and Ezra still have their discussions coming so they wouldn’t know.
“Another great class. You, young Alphas, are making my life easy. I love that, for me and for you. You’re all doing very well. We’ll see you next time,” James says, dismissing class.
I watch as Noah walks over to Jo who pulls him into a hug. I can tell they’re talking to each other, but I can’t hear what they’re saying.
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I turn and look at Christina getting ready to leave. Tonight is sex class. I’m glad there are only two more standard classes. I don’t want to share my time with her anymore. I want it to be ours, without the restraints of a class. I’ve also started to feel more possessive of her. I don’t want her naked in front of the class anymore. I want her to be mine and mine alone.
When she starts to pass me, I reach out and gently take her arm. She stops immediately and I let my hand slide down her arm, just enjoying a moment to touch her.
“Tonight in class, did you want multiple orgasms or one long one again?” I ask her.
“What lesson are you teaching tonight?” she asks.
“No lesson. I want to give you what you want, Christina.”
I watch her think that over. “You told me you thought I could take more; go longer with the extended orgasm you gave me last week.”
“I did. I think you can take more, but it will drain you, exhaust you, possibly make you feel vulnerable and exposed. You’ll need some time afterward to come down, relax, and recover.”
“Maybe we should save that for when it’s just the two of us,” she says softly.
“Tomorrow night then?” I ask, already more excited about our time tomorrow than making her come tonight.
“Tomorrow night. And Sebastian, how many orgasms should I expect tonight?” she asks me,
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“Too many for you to keep track of,” I say, grinning as I watch her eyes darken.
“I’ll do my best to keep count,” she says, the challenge flashing in her eyes.
“Is this another competition?” I ask her.
“May the best Alpha win?” she asks, putting out her hand for me to shake.
“Oh, I’m definitely winning,” I say, shaking her hand.
She leans in. “I’m pretty sure that even when we lose, we win in this competition.”
“Absolutely. See you at dinner.”
She walks out and I’m about to follow her when James calls out
to me.
He waits until everyone is gone, then turns his attention to me.
“What’s going on with you two? Things feel … different.”
I look at my oldest friend. I haven’t put my feelings into words, but if there’s anyone I can talk to about it, it’s James.
He smirks at me. “Did you want to sit in the chairs? I’ll take Alpha role.”
I chuckle. “Sure, let’s sit.”
We do and James leans forward. “Tell me.”
“I’m in love with her. It’s as simple as that.” And saying it out
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He nods and sits back. “That’s not simple. Does she know?”
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“I haven’t said it to her. I don’t want to interfere with her studies. I don’t want whatever is happening between us to keep her from getting her name on that leaderboard. She deserves that opportunity.”
“She’s working her way onto that board pretty quickly,” he says.
“Yeah, and she’s not the only one.”
“What does she want?” he asks me.
“A mate, a family, a life. That’s what she told me.”
“The mate and a life, I can see. What about the family part?” he asks. Trust my friend to get to the root of the issue.
“Therein lies the rub. I don’t know. I’m forty. I’d be sixty before any pups we had together were grown.”
“And?” he asks me. “It’s another chance at life for you too, my friend. You were a great father. You would be again; I have no doubt.”
“I can’t get the image of a little girl with long blond hair running up to me with a big smile, and open arms, calling me daddy, out of my head.”
“What about your wolf. Is he speaking to you?”
“When I’m with her, I hear things like ‘mate‘ and ‘mine‘.”
James tilts his head at me. “So, what is the real question here,
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Seb? Because everything you’re telling me is that you and your wolf want her, no matter what. What is it that you’re struggling with?”
I sigh, feeling my gut twist into knots. “What if I’m not good enough for her? What if I can’t give her everything she wants in life? And maybe just as important, what will Ryan think?”
James leans forward. “First of all, you’re one of the best fucking Alphas I’ve ever met in my life, and I know a LOT of Alphas. So, there’s no question that you’re good enough for Christina or anyone else. And second, Ryan is just like you. He would want you to be happy and it would make him happy to know that you‘ ve found love again. Suzanne is gone, but that doesn’t mean that you have to stayed tied to her for the rest of your life. She’d want you to be happy too.”
I smile at my friend. “Damn, I’d forgotten how powerful these chairs are.”
He snorts. “Any time you want to talk, you know I’m here for you.”
“I do. Speaking of, how’s it going with Sylvie?”
He grits his teeth. “I won’t be letting you or anyone else run the sex class again, I can tell you that. I can’t wait for this week to be over. I want punch that asshole every time we walk into the sex classroom,” he growls.
“What about outside the classroom?” I ask, knowing that Sylvie has to be spending time with Logan outside of class for him to be progressing as he is.
“We made a deal. After she’s been with him, she showers and
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comes to me. I put my scent all over her, make her scream for hours and it keeps the demons at bay.”
“Maybe we should switch seats, and I should take on the Alpha role, because it very much sounds like you and Sylvie need a heart to heart.”
He nods. “I’ve been thinking about that more and more. I don’t want to do it now, not when she’s partnering with the young twit. That wouldn’t be fair to her or him, but after he’s gotten his points, I’m going to tell her that I want more. I want her and I need to know if she wants that too, or if I just need to cut ties and run. What we have isn’t enough for me anymore and I’m tired of pretending that it is.”
“Finally! Geez, took you long enough,” I tell him.
“This semester has forced me to face the truth of my feelings for her. She’s either willing to be mine all the time, or I have to get out. I love her. I want her. My wolf wants her, and if she doesn’t feel the same…” he stops, his voice getting tight. He swallows hard before continuing. “Well then, I’ll just have to move on.”
“You know I’m here for you, anytime you need to talk.”
“I know. It’s good to work with your best friend. This way, we can support each other or kick each other in the balls when it’s needed.”
“Keep your foot away from my balls,” I say, chuckling as we stand.
We hug before heading back to the dorms. I realize as we’re walking back that Noah was right. I do feel lighter after talking
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