“I like to watch,” he says, panting as he holds my gaze.
When he hits the back of my throat, he slides a hand down to my throat.
“I like to feel myself in your throat,” he says, gasping as he slides. himself all the way down, pressing his hips against my mouth as I continue to swirl my tongue around him.
“You feel so fucking good,” he says, his body shivering as he slides out of my throat again.
His motions remain slow for several more minutes and then as his body begins to tense, his movements come faster.
I begin humming, sending the vibrations through his cock as he fucks my throat.
“Fuck, Christina! Fuck!” he roars again as he thrusts deep, pressing his hips tightly against my face as I swallow his release.
“So. Fucking. Good!” he growls as his body jerks.
I hold myself against him as long as I can, then tap his hip, letting him
he needs to release me.
know
“Sorry,” he pants, sliding out my throat. I suck in air, but again I gently lick and suck him until his aftershocks are done.
When he pulls out of my mouth, he drops to his knees in front of me.
“Fucking incredible,” he says, before taking my mouth if a very
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dominant, very possessive kiss.
Sebastian
I wake up still buzzing from the fucking amazing orgasms that I had last night. It’s not that my mate never went down on me. But she didn’t like the idea of being on her knees in front of me. Something about me being an Alpha and her not being one made her feel subservient when she was on her knees in front of me. I never felt that way, but I didn’t want her to feel that way either, so we just avoided that position.
I’d been shocked when Christina had not only suggested it but seemed to enjoy the power that comes with it. She seemed to like watching as she got me off so fucking easily. To see such a strong, powerful, beautiful woman in front of me like that, my cock deep in her throat had made fireworks explode behind my eyes when I’d come.
That by itself would have been enough to say it was one of the best orgasms of my life. But she didn’t stop there. She let me fuck her throat the way I wanted to. She gave the control to me and as an Alpha, I fucking love being in control. Christina gave me the opportunity to live out fantasies that I’ve never been able to live out before. I would never have put my hand around my mate’s throat like I did with Christina. Even if she had been comfortable being on her knees, she wouldn’t have liked it. Christina wasn’t intimidated by the gesture at all. Instead, she fucking hummed, making the second orgasm even stronger than the first. Or I guess by then it was the third. No wonder she loses track. I can barely count to three when she’s done with me.
Now, lying in bed, stroking my cock which has gone hard remembering last night, I feel the first twinges of guilt that I’ve felt since my mate passed away. I’ve been with other women since Suzanne passed, but it was never anything more than caring and sexual release. I was never mean, rude, or disrespectful to the women I’ve been with,
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but there was nothing more than mutual desire to find comfort in cach other’s arms. And never had any of those encounters come close to being as wonderful as what I’d had with Suzanne.
Being with Christina is different. I have feelings for her and so does. my wolf. My orgasms with her shouldn’t be better than the ones that I had with my mate, but I never came like that when my mate was going. down on me. I could argue that it’s because Christina is an Alpha or that she’s working hard to pass her class. But deep down, I know what‘ s going on. My feelings for her are impacting my response to her. And for the first time in my life, I feel like I’m cheating on my mate. Mentally, I know that Suzanne is gone, but I never expected to feel more with anyone than I did with my fated mate and now I’m not sure what to do with those feelings.
And those thoughts have me going limp in my hand. I sigh and get up, getting a shower and getting ready for the day. Today is Sunday, that last day before hell week starts. The second week is always the hardest. for everyone. It’s the week that we break the Alphas down so we can spend the rest of the time building them back up again into better, stronger Alphas.
