Chapter 33
He breathes out slowly, then scrubs his hands over his face. “You are an intelligent, beautiful, strong, sexy woman, Christina, and you smell delicious. It’s impossible not to find you attractive. My body and my wolf both respond prepared for you to start rolling around on my bed like that.
you. I just wasn’t.
I look back at his bed and realize what I must have looked like.
“I apologize…”
“Don’t. Don’t apologize for feeling good. I’m glad that we’ve built this level of trust that you can feel so comfortable in front of me. You didn‘ t do anything wrong. You did exactly what I was hoping you would do. I just hadn’t fully prepared myself for it. But I am prepared now, and I will be in the future. Don’t overthink it. This is on me, not you.”
I nod, not entirely sure he’s right, but not sure what else I can do. I knew this would be hard for me. I just hadn’t realized how hard it would be for him as well.
“If there’s anything I can do…” I begin, but he shakes his head.
“Just continue to trust me and relax with me. That’s all.”
“Okay. Good night, Sebastian.”
“Good night, Christina”
uscle.
This time, he doesn’t follow me to the door. He doesn’t move As I step out of his room, I wonder what it would feel like to have a man like Alpha Sebastian lose control, to have all that passion and
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desire focused on me.
If my dreams that night are any indication, it would be fucking fantastic.
Sebastian
“Yes. Sebastian! Right there! Yes!” Fuck she feels so good and her scent? I’m going to fucking blow, fill her warm, wet pussy with everything that I have to give her.
She moans as I thrust inside her. Her body is so tight, her muscular legs wrapped around my waist as I devour her mouth. I love that I can let loose. give her everything and she just wants more. I’m right on the edge. I just need to get her there first.
I lift away from her mouth, loving the look of her puffy lips and glassy eyes. The look I put on her face.
“Come for me,” I demand. Her body arches and she screams my name as her pussy clamps around my cock. I only have two more thrusts before I’m jerking my own release.
“Christina!” her name rips from my mouth as I shoot up in bed, panting. I look down to see my cock spitting my orgasm all over my stomach and chest.
Fuck! That’s the third time tonight I woke up from a dream powerful enough to give me an orgasm like that. I’ve barely touched the woman and I’m like a fucking teenager all over again.
to go
I look at the clock. It’s four in the morning. I don’t bother try back to sleep again. There’s no point and if I do, I’ll just dream of those blue–grey eyes and golden hair.
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I get up and pull the blanket that I had laid out for Christina last night off the bed. I’m sure it didn’t help with my wet dreams but fuck her scent is so delicious. I can’t imagine how much more vivid my dreams. are going to become once I’ve really had a chance to taste her.
I get in the shower and feel my body responding to that dream. It was the first one I had last night. I’d devoured her, taken my fill of her delectable taste then flipped our positions and watched her ride me. Her body had moved very similarly to how she’d been rolling on my bed, so that dream didn’t surprise me.
The second one, she’d come to my room in nothing but a sheer bathrobe and I’d taken her against the wall before taking her again in the shower. And of course, this last one, she’d been underneath me as I’d let myself lose control, thrusting into her in the hard, rough way that I’ve never been able to let myself go before. Before I know it, I’m shooting off in the shower, growling with the strength of my orgasm
even now.
Thoughts of Suzanne unwillingly drift into my mind. I loved my mate with everything in me. She was my everything and I made sure she knew it every night. But even as my mate and Luna, she wasn’t an Alpha female. I always had to remain somewhat reserved with her so I didn’t accidentally hurt her when we had sex. She was a fantastic lover, and she kept me as satisfied as I kept her. I never once had a complaint about our sex life or any other part of our life. I loved her with my entire being. But apparently, my subconscious likes the idea of being able to completely let go with someone. Someone like Christina. Or maybe it’s my wolf. Maybe he just wants to be able to rut like the Alpha male he is.
